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[Friday
December 8th, 2006 at 8:51pm] |
it's ok, devin, just breathe..
it's gonna be ok.
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[Monday
November 27th, 2006 at 7:17pm] |
Do you have something to tell me? Something you think I should know?
Comment all you want. As many times as you want. Even if it's just "Hi".
(you can even comment anonymously if you wish)
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[Saturday
November 11th, 2006 at 4:37pm] |
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i'm losing weight like a mofo and my electronic sudoku batteries died =( but i'm gonna have pasta salad soon and my boyfriend gives me lovin' and i'm pretty dman content.. OH! and mike [my brother] officially married Kiana... YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =) finally ahha
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[Sunday
October 29th, 2006 at 9:41pm] |
surgery pros[:]
-once i'm off medication i can be on a birth control
-no more random depressed or manic or way too happy days [aka mood swings]
-no more seizures
-driving liscense
-i have the chance to become independent
-no more constant headaches
surgery cons[:]
-death
-short term memory loss
-brain damage
-might still have seizures
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[Monday
August 21st, 2006 at 8:19pm] |
prison break just started again =)
yay. even my mom's friends in her book club are OBSESSED with wentworth lol.
and bones is coming back too =)
yayness
if someone loves me they'lll buy me the yaris hatchback =) peas and tanks!? lol
2whoever's reading this. buenos noches.
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[Wednesday
August 9th, 2006 at 7:32pm] |
i hate that i'm about to cry
i hate that i can't grasp the concept that people have lives and jobs and bills to pay.
i hate that they know i hate that.
i just want everything to be easy. i don't want all this bullshit. i want to b content with staying home alone and not being worried that no one loves me. i hate that i crave a hug every second of the day and that i have the urge to say 'i love you' to someone, anyone every minute of the god damn day and get more sad if they don't say it back right away. i hate that there are people dying every goddamn day and that there is nothing i can do about it. i hate that i can't help but b a bitch to him and every else around me because i don't mean to but it just comes out that way. i hate that i can't even get my permit because my neurologist won't sign for it. i hate that my sister calls things retarded because she thinks it's funny. she's in her mid 30's. it's not funny. i can't stand life anymore right now but i can't stand not living my life even more. i still want to cry. why the fuck did i even bother writing this. i hate everything right now but i love him and everything about him and now i'm tearing up.
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[Thursday
August 3rd, 2006 at 10:08pm] |
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[Tuesday
July 25th, 2006 at 4:50pm] |
THE LIST*
Fun
1. go to a comedy show
2. see a baby or baby animal be born
3. do a perfect handstand
4. cut someone's hair
5. go to a baseball game
6. go to a professional boxing match
7. cliff dive at lake mead
8. learn to make REALLY good tamales
9. master a sewing machine
10. be able to pick a lock
11. go to the drive-in theatres
12. learn to ride a bike
13. drive stick shift
14. paint art on a canvas
15. be able to play Moonlight Sonata on piano all by memory
16. go to a poetry reading at a coffee shop
17. knit a sweater
18. make a book of 123 of my favorite sayings or quotes
19. learn to crochet
20. save at least 20 dollars a month towards a special occasion
21. go to a sex store and buy something
22. win 20$ on slots
23. help fix up a car
24. have a bonfire
25. spend a night on a beach
26. tan outside topless
27. take a class that keeps me awake at night thinking [not cramming lol]
28. throw/go to an undies only party
29. go skinny dipping
30. be fluent in spanish
31. learn basic sign language
32. get a tarot card reading
33. get another type of pyschic reading
34. bungee jump
35. go to hooters
36. make a yummy, and edible, vegan meal
37. do 50 jigsaw puzzles
38. ride the CAT bus
39. buy something off of ebay
40. buy a handheld solitare game to entertain me whenever.
41. fill a journal with song lyrics/one liners
42. take a picture of something, anything, everyday once i have a dig. camera
Personal
43. take my contacts out every night
44. find a religion
45. get something pierced.
46. get brain surgery
47. don't procrastinate. when i get a task to do, do it straightaway.
48. get a manicure
49. become a penpal with another HH patient.
50. mail at least 3 cards to postsecret.com
51. make a video of all the people i love
52. drink only water for a month (30 days)
53. update my scrap booking
54. buy a journal and write in it every day
55. buy a sexy outfit, from head to toe
56. try 7 new, interesting 'positions'.
57. get a tattoo
58. get on birth control
59. buy myself one of the rings of my dreams.
60. study abroad in a foreign country
61. be able to legally drive
62. put all my spare change in a piggy bank daily each month and buy myself something unnessicary
63. work out at least twice a week
64. transfer my favorite x-mas home videos to dvd
65. get a 4.0 for a college semester
66. go through the book of things that make people happy and highlight all my favorites
67. read top 100 "banned books" from 1990 - 2000
68. move in with bob
69. get a professional massage
70. find a way to buy "In a Heartbeat" on dvd/vhs
71. buy a digital camera.
Travel
72. visit every state in the US [excluding hawaii. already been there twice]
73. have sex in a different country
74. take a photograph of 10 famous historic places
75. go back to canada
76. go to London
Family
77. visit jenny in california and robin in oregon
78. buy both parents something they really want
79. teach the dog a new trick
80. volunteer to help my niece Ashley do something she really wants to do
Friends
81. find a long lost friend
82. send a birthday card to everyone i know [and know their birthday haha] for a year.
83. actually do my best to play 5 sports bob likes
84. take a friend to a Cirque de Soliel show and pay for it
Others
85. leave a note in a book at the library that says "if you liked this book, email me at: ..."
86. get 10 other people to make their own "101 in 1001" lists
87. catch a fish, and let it go
88. pay for a complete stranger's meal
89. donate to a charity monthly
90. give out all the books and clothes and things i don't need to women and childrens shelters
91. do volunteer work
92. help out at a mental hospital
93. adopt a pet
94. do someone else's chores for them (i.e.: grocery shopping, getting gas, etc.)
95. adopt an animal at the zoo
96. spend a christmas eve and a christmas morning helping at a soup kitchen.
Organization
97. organize my cd collection
98. buy a planner and actually USE it
99. categorize all my music
100. delete all the music i don't listen to
101. overhaul my bedroom and bathroom once every month
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| plans have changed. |
[Friday
June 30th, 2006 at 12:00pm] |
i'm now getting brain surgery in late september instead of nov or december. and i'm scared as fucking shit. but that means i should recover in time to go to the spring semester of UNLV =) i'm freaking out and had two seizures this morning and i'm a wreck.
xox.
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[Tuesday
April 11th, 2006 at 9:59pm] |
this is friends only. if you want to read it all you have to do is sign up for an lj and ask me to add you. that simple XOX dev
and my layout is from layoutsxwhore =) thanks women!
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[Saturday
January 28th, 2006 at 11:19am] |
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it's the weekend aka saturdey. so i quit work skipped the SATs and am currently watching Dukes of Hazzard and eating junkfood and playing around with my new mp3 player. and due to the double new meds i'm on .. i haven't had a seizure in two days =) xox dev
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[Tuesday
January 17th, 2006 at 3:47pm] |
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so i called the boss today after 8th period and she said that i'm only going to b working saturday and sunday for 12 hour shifts and i'ma b doing part of friday. it shooooooooooooould b interesting =) hehe. but i just need saturday to work out correctly so i can do dinner and a movie with my sexy boyfriend for our 3 month.. hmmmmba
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[Sunday
January 1st, 2006 at 8:32pm] |
so i'm thinking.. a major in business. a minor in spanish? that just might work.. hmm =)
big beb n mom both think i'd make a great secretary haha ;)
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